Life goes on as it never ends
Eyes of stone observe the trends
They never say forever gaze
Guilty roads to an endless love
There’s no control
Are you with me now
Your every wish will be done
They tell me….
The song brought back railing memories. Many years back, changes happened- almost every change hurt, some were short lived and some were not. Some stay with me, in me and will be with me forever to haunt me of the past and some have withered away. Changes stole pieces of me, pieces that can’t be put together easily- instilling memories I carry on and on, those pieces walking with me. Change took me through a crazy path, got me used to the feeling of missing. I couldn’t be there then and it seemed I couldn’t get there ever- a voice kept telling me he would be there and I would get there sometime. They told me my wish will be done soon…but there was no control, I lost myself- to things around me, there I was- losing myself to the air, water and wind around me, breathing every breath of life…immersed in present, not worried about the next. Still the missing grew strong. But the mind proved stronger- and once resolved, can overcome anything, anything under the sky. Then I resolved- mind overtook emotions…ultimately mind ruled the heart. The missing became a part of me, got assimilated inside of me and thereon I never missed. The crimson flames were dying to be vanquished by the sudden gush of togetherness- but it never happened. Life goes on….
Eyes of stone observe the trends
They never say forever gaze
Guilty roads to an endless love
There’s no control
Are you with me now
Your every wish will be done
They tell me….
The song brought back railing memories. Many years back, changes happened- almost every change hurt, some were short lived and some were not. Some stay with me, in me and will be with me forever to haunt me of the past and some have withered away. Changes stole pieces of me, pieces that can’t be put together easily- instilling memories I carry on and on, those pieces walking with me. Change took me through a crazy path, got me used to the feeling of missing. I couldn’t be there then and it seemed I couldn’t get there ever- a voice kept telling me he would be there and I would get there sometime. They told me my wish will be done soon…but there was no control, I lost myself- to things around me, there I was- losing myself to the air, water and wind around me, breathing every breath of life…immersed in present, not worried about the next. Still the missing grew strong. But the mind proved stronger- and once resolved, can overcome anything, anything under the sky. Then I resolved- mind overtook emotions…ultimately mind ruled the heart. The missing became a part of me, got assimilated inside of me and thereon I never missed. The crimson flames were dying to be vanquished by the sudden gush of togetherness- but it never happened. Life goes on….
1 comment:
with or without you...
My hands are tied
My body bruised, you've got me with
Nothing to win
And nothing left to lose
Anyways, I think its a choice one needs to make between "living with the missing" or "missing on living"
And eventually though one may start with the latter, with time they learn the former and realize "Life is still beautiful"
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